It's official I have no more pants that fit! I am now able to take off all my pants and shorts without undoing a zipper or button. HAHA everything I own can go on and off like sweat pants.
Now the dilemma is go buy something that fits a little tight or wait it out and keep sinching the belt tighter?
"There is strength in vulnerability and exposing your scars to the world."
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
Week 7: Update and my crappy friday night
Another week down. 3 more pounds down. The scale showed 294 tonight. The 280's are within sight.
Sorry to those facebook friends that had to deal with my mini crisis Friday night. I committed to not drinking for 12 weeks while doing the Body For Life challenge. The decision is completely about losing weight. While I drink(drank) more than I should, I never felt I had a drinking problem. I certainly sometimes have a stop drinking problem. I've gone through a few long sober spells, and never needed a beer during those times. I went nearly 2 yrs without when I was concerned with a possible liver problem. My issue with alcohol is that I use it to cope with my demons and those night can get ugly. Friday night I was in one of those moods that had me really down on myself. I was out taking advantage of my "free night" from my diet, but hanging out at Austin's Steakhouse's bar I felt really by myself. Surrounded by tons of couples having a great night out I felt about as alone as ever. I wanted to quite that demon with a Flying Fish beer (or a few) and it was extremely testing. I managed to get through the dinner without one though. :)
Sorry to those facebook friends that had to deal with my mini crisis Friday night. I committed to not drinking for 12 weeks while doing the Body For Life challenge. The decision is completely about losing weight. While I drink(drank) more than I should, I never felt I had a drinking problem. I certainly sometimes have a stop drinking problem. I've gone through a few long sober spells, and never needed a beer during those times. I went nearly 2 yrs without when I was concerned with a possible liver problem. My issue with alcohol is that I use it to cope with my demons and those night can get ugly. Friday night I was in one of those moods that had me really down on myself. I was out taking advantage of my "free night" from my diet, but hanging out at Austin's Steakhouse's bar I felt really by myself. Surrounded by tons of couples having a great night out I felt about as alone as ever. I wanted to quite that demon with a Flying Fish beer (or a few) and it was extremely testing. I managed to get through the dinner without one though. :)
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